SINGYI'S

2008-06-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

bye people.
i'll miss you. [:

www.xanga.com/xoxo_singyi

2008-05-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

blah my blog is so dead.

Today, we had 3 continuous period of art. Amazingly, i didn't even go to the toilet once! :D I have decided that maybe, i like art. i love my sketchbook. Yumyum. yumyum.
I'm still trying to think of a name for my xanga site.
nono, i don't like the holidays.

booboobooobooo.

June holidays, shoo and go away.
goodbye my love.
(:

I can't believe i will spend my June holidays without you.
bzzzzbzbzbzzzz

2008-05-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

Just crank up the volume.
We can sing like superstars
and dance like we're famous.
♪♫ ♫♪

2008-05-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

Gosh, last week was so fun [:

On saturday, i stayed out till 3 am! With my sisters and cousin. We watched What Happens In Vegas. Hahaha, it was hilarious. :D We went to Macs at East Coast Park and went home after that. I couldn't sleep till 4 and i woke up at 11 the next day. yawn.

OOOOOhhhhhhh,
THE CHOIR CONCERT!

2008-05-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

What the hell is your problem, Singyi.
Maybe a friend would help.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

2008-05-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

not again.

2008-05-04T13:24:00.003+08:00

TUESDAY.
We went to Raffles City for free cone day and it was so so fun :D
We queued 2 rounds, haha. And we finally persuaded Yushu to go with us. Overall, it was so damn fun :D

For now, i'm bored. I feel restricted because i cannot move properly thanks to weight-lifting. I think i shall change to xanga during the June holidays or something. My sister's bugging me to.

Good-bye.

i think i miss you.

2008-04-27T19:42:00.001+08:00

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

2008-04-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

Training was tough on Moday. Things were really crazy and I'm really proud of everyone. You guys were brilliant!
Was wiped out after training and fell asleep early. It was the longest training I ever had and it ended at 7. gosh. Let's hope I will be able to survive trainings forever.
Today, I had the most boring assembly in my entire life.

I am disappointed and exams were such a let down.
more to life than the games I played.

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again

2008-04-18T19:54:00.001+08:00

Haha omg omg,

this is hilarious.

even my toes are laughing.

2008-04-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

In Kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one

In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who counted the slowest for you when it was your turn at the water fountain.

In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully

In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.

In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-doing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.

In fifth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.

In sixth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they say "no" you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who let you copy the Social Studies homework from the night before that you hadnt finished.

In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball stuff, but didn't laugh when you finished and burst into tears.

In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there.

In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would still have someone to sit with at lunch.

In eleventh grade your idea of a good friends was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, counseled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.

In twelvth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college/university, assured you that you would get in, and helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to letting you go.

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside, but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you on all you had achieved.

The summer after graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party,helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal witht your parents, assured you that now you and Nick or Susan were back together you could make it through anything. Helped you pack up for college and just silently hugged you as you looked through misty eyes back at 18 years of memories you were going to leave behind. Finally, on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had the past 18 years, and most importantly, sent you off knowing you were loved.

Now your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to bring you down, thinks of you at times when you are not there,reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understand when you need to hold onto it for just a bit longer, stays with you so that you have confidence,goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, and most of all, lets you know that you will always be loved.

2008-04-17T20:19:00.001+08:00

hell, stop it lar.
what the shit is your problem.

2008-04-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

Me and Candia have decided to make everyday of our live memorable.
I feel happy today (:
I won't let that thing kill my mood. (:

Anyway, 2.4km almost killed me or something. Felt faint halfway. So diappointed, didn't think that i would do this bad although i was sick.
Nevermind, forget it, after all,
I'm a happy person :D
ahh, i almost vomited today.
But I'm still a happy person

:)

Let's pretend we're not needy. Let's pretend our hearts still beat. Let's pretend we'll fall in love tonight, clumsy enough to fall for anything.

2008-04-13T21:22:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone,
tomorrow's dreadful Monday and there's 2.4km run tomorrow. I'm dead lah, plus the fact that part of my voice flew away, the fact that i'm having a little bit of sore throat and cough and flu and that the stupid 2.4 is tomorrow. Nevermind, get it over and done with. I'm gonna run with Yushu (:
Summary test tomorrow! Gosh, what a great way to begin the day with.

SPORTS DAY WAS ON FRIDAY.
Goodness, it was totally fun. I screamed like crazy and that's probably the main reason why my voice is so screwed. And there's something I gotta talk about, cheerleading.
It totally wasn't fair! ):
I think that Bougae really deserved first and not third. I don't know about what you all thought lar, but then Bougae's cheer was really awesome. It seriously was. Not because I'm from Bougae or anything, but i guess people from other houses thought so too. After watching the videos on Youtube, i kinda decided that Gardenia's cheer was better than Ixora. Don't know about you all.
It was just so sad la. ):

I wanna remain in Bougae foreverererer. (:

Things i dread tomorrow:
- summary test (okay actually it's fine once i get over it)
- 2.4km run
- the fact that it is Monday
- training ( I know i shouldn't be saying this. ignore it)
- the bombshell that will take effect

2008-04-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

happy birthday XinYing
&
peanut elizabeth/sally.

it's not who you think it is :)

2008-04-06T22:02:00.001+08:00

I think i really used up my whole memory space because when i try to memorise things now, they just dont get into my head. I hope i dont screw the Geography test up tomorrow because my memory is crap. I am so worried so worried so so worried.

Why isn't p.e the first period! If it was, then we would be able to skip this whole week of p.e. I just hope that Mr Chan doesn't make us run and i absolutely hate running. But the chances of him asking us to run is so high. >:( The person who invented the 2.4km run is so roar-ish. Or maybe i should say whoever introduced the NAFA test thing is so roar-ish.

Oh yeah, i know April Fool's Day is so over. But loved the trick we pulled on our teachers. A Sleeping Class is so interesting. Althought there were some really loser people. I know i'm being mean. Sad that our initial trick FAILED. It could have worked though. >:(

Next week should be over and done with quickly. Sad that we have to use TOP period for tests, ):

omgogmgmg, wich me luck for the test tomorrow.
& i really need it.

2008-04-05T21:44:00.001+08:00

My brain cells are bursting big time.

Yucks, i dont want to memorise.

2008-03-30T23:01:00.001+08:00

bad case of Monday Blues.

2008-03-30T19:15:00.001+08:00

I feel like I'm going crazy.

Goodness, everything is just piling up and the stupied tests are stressing me out like crazy. If not for the tests, i would just have felt better. I hate everything. I hate maths, i hate chinese, i hate history, i hate lit and i hate science.

I'm going to faint.

just like a maze, where the walls all continually change

2008-03-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

Let me make my wish before that shooting star comes crashing down.
Let me make my wish before the candles on my birthday cake burn out.
Let me make my wish before the clock turns to 12.
Let me make my wish before it's too late.
Please don't let it be too late.
Let me make my wish.

2008-03-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

tournament tomorrow again,
i dont want to miss TOP! since there'll be presentation on LJ, i think. i hope not lah, i wanna see all the presentations. ): So so so so sad. so yay, i finally change my blogskin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDIA!!!
i love you! (:
torres loves you too!
yay.

Today, we celebrated candia's birthday and everything was really crazzzy. We sang super loudly and ended it with spraying candia with whip cream. Poor candia. And everyone was staring at us. We were so high! So came for reading period late, whoooops. What a tiring day and art was zxzxzxxxxzxxxzzxzxz. Felt like sleeping right there, rawr. I competed art with jolene and yes, i won! :D

i hate everything that's going on right now. What a moody weather today to match my mood. Got really sad like some idiot.

no i cannot cry. i know i shouldnt have.
i thought i could win. sigh.
i cant believe it. i suck.

jolene, i miss you! (:

2008-03-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

Someone please give me ideas on what to write for chinese. It's about how children nowadays dont know how to do housework. So boring, and i dont see what's there to write on this topic. !!, okay I need a break from this chinese thing.

TOURNAMENT TOMORROW.
helpppppppp.

2008-03-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh,
i shall just make do with this skin for the time being.
i shall change it, after i find the perfect skin.

2008-03-15T15:49:00.001+08:00

okay wait a minute, my blogskin is screwed.

2008-03-12T17:17:00.000+08:00

Really, it should stop raining. It's getting scary, because the sky is dark and it has been raining non-stop. Isn't March supposed to be hot and dry. Scary scary weather. How is the C'Div tournament supposed to carry onnn.

Speaking of tournament,
oh my goodness.
It starts on monday!!!
I'm getting really really super duper worried. I know i'm not supposed to be feeling like this. arhghghghghhh. so damn scared. Anyway,

JIA YOU C'DIV.
YOU CAN DO IT.
GO GO GO GO GO GO.

someone calm me down!
i need calming tea.
is there such a thing?

Meeting up with lots of people tomorrow to do the history movie assignment. Early in the morning. The bad thing is, I have CHINESE tuition in the evening. That's really gonna get me down.

2008-03-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

today i went to Sushi Tei.
i told my sister that my friends like Jap food except me.
then thought of what i said.
MY FRIENDS.
and i wonder to myself,
do friends say bad things about each other.

2008-03-09T13:39:00.003+08:00

2008-03-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

I know this LJ post is a little too late but i still have to post (: I can't believe LJ is over and from what i remembered, the other time we were still getting excited over it. Oh so sad.

Day 1:
I reached the school late but the bus haven't left yet. We leave for our 8 hour long bus ride, SUPER EXCITED. :D. My bus buddy was candia and the guide played a movie which i did not watch. I love long bus rides. Picked up our friends from this place and stopped over at YongPeng. Had lunch at Serambang and sadly, varsha had to sit with her clan. Went to some palm oil place and it was really hot. AT NIGHT! (: Fifteen people came over to candia's, boonhui's and my room to gossip. Super enthu jolene got so excited that she flashed her underwear. But i didn't see it! So sad right. After the party, me, boonhui and candia were really scared and we could not fall asleep.

Day 2:
Went down for breakfast. Went onto the bus and left for F.R.I.M. Listened to a briefing and there was this annoying girl sitting behind me. She kept going, " OH SOOOOOOO CUTE. SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE" even candia agrees she's irritating. Went for the nature walk which got us all really sweaty and i admit it was quite interesting. Almost slipped. (: We walked to this place for lunch and the people on coach 2 sat bus there! Lucky. We played class bonding games like 'Husband and Wife' and 'Earthquake Fire Hunter'. Okay i'm not sure if that's what it is called so, whatever. It was really hilarious and finally we had some class bonding thing after so long. Other classes were really bonded. We got buffet lunch and we sat on a rock to eat :D Went to the pewter factory where i saw a human machine. Next, we headed for the chocolate factory. I bought Durian Chocolate! For my family to try and it was really expensive. Headed to Times Square. I bought a Hello my name is Ernie(sesame street) shirt and the perfect early birthday present for Candia. Went for dinner and jolene, xuepiao and catherine sat with VS. They were being EVIL. We were really looking forward to a kick ass party for the last night but sadly, we could not have the party we wanted. Cos something really bad happened and everything was just so STUPID. That ruined our night but we had a mini party where 10 of us crashed varsha's room. Varsha got a nightmare!

Day 3:
Visited is boring minister place and i think they should have just replaced this tourist attraction with another visit to Times Square! Bought malaysia' version of CHLEO. It was really boring and i fell asleep while reading it. Reached Cedar and got my dad to pick me up.

Pictures another day! :)
The best memories i had. (:

i hate you more than ever.
even more than her.
fake fake fake.
you suck.

2008-03-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

i wish someone would take that forfeit off me.
i'll just die.
i'm not up to it, really.

):

2008-02-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

The time now is 11.08p.m

In few hours time, i will be in school heading to KL for learning journey (: Gotta reach school by 6.45am.so tired. Now i can see how Malaysia looks like. Believe it or not, I've never been the Malaysia. The learning journey is amazingly my first time. party time.

I know you will miss me.
:D

2008-02-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy person today!
Results rocked, yeah.
Don't know about the others thought, like
HISTORY.

SINGAPORE YOU ROCK (:
youth olympic games!

2008-02-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

first of all,
I'm so sorry that i didn't give you all Valentine's day gift. I'm so so sorry. And really thank you for those who gave me. ):
I feel so bad.
I'm gonna spend my angpao money to buy presents for the people i owe.
:D

Valentine's was fun in the morning, all the presents and stuffs. But valentine's day was so sad for me. First, i celebrated it with my favourite atoms and molecules by having a test. Then something terrible happened in the morning, which got me down for the whole day. I was really tired, because of yesterday when i was so stressed out which lead to a throbbing headache. I had a headache throughout the maths extra lesson so i got my mum to fetch me from school. I couldn't sleep when i went home because i had to do my tuition homework before going for the most dreaded chinese tuition. I gotta revise for maths later.
I want to get through all these stuffs, and maybe have a happy day.

one side of me is really happy;
but whenever i think of whatever you said,
it makes me all confused.
what should i do?

just what did i do?
why did you do that;
treating me like i'm invisible.
you know how much it actually hurts?
but really, what can i do?
maybe, just be miserable for the day.

Maybe next year's Valentines day will be better.
I hope.

I miss you so much.
come on, say something.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, LOVE
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i love you people.♥

2008-02-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ATOMS AND MOLECULES.

2008-02-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

I really got to go study my science.
For whatever tests that's coming up.
Chinese new year is overr ):

Movin' on, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side

when you look me in the eyes

if only i had the guts.

2008-02-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

OH NO.
CHINESE COMPO!!

i need inspiration.

2008-02-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling worse than before.
It took up so much of my courage just to do that.
I end up feeling so dejected.
Damn.

Yucks hate all these stuffs.

what more do you want?

2008-02-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

My god,
what the hell is happening.

We weren't even fighting.
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
Why must this always happen. This is killing me.
What did I do? Why must things turn out this way again. Why me? Why is it happening at the same time? Why is it hapenning over and over again.
I look at my archives, I'm so damn happy we got through everything, but now everything's coming back. I miss you so much. So much so much. I may look happy, but can't you see how i actually feel? Whenever i see you, i just feel like crying. I cried that day, after school, i couldn't take it any longer.

I don't want history repeating itself, again and again.
why me, i ask myself over and over.

I tell you what, I dont want these things happening again. I hate it. So i am going to step up and do something for the sake of our friendship. You may not want to see me, you may not want to talk to me, but I'm telling you, I will resolve this matter.

I'm getting so affected by every single thing that goes wrong. Now that tests are here, i really want to concentrate and study. Especially when 2 friendship stuffs are going wrong. It's too much for me to take and i just get all unhappy.
what a bad day.

I'M MISSING YOU.
i am feeling awful

2008-01-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

English formal letter writing test on tuesday!
:D

Everyday of school is just so normal. Homework is like piling up for math! Luckily i have finished it. So now for the time being i am still free.

Jolene is like so so crap, that stupid rumour! But it's okay, because i am nice. Science test coming up, let's hope the things i understand is related to the test.

I am just rambling on and on about so many random stuffs like tests that nobody cares. This is bad.
I shall try and say something to the China pupils, after all, it's an exchange programme.

Jolene is bad, stay away from her.

GO B'DIV FOR COMPETITION!
JIA YOU.

2008-01-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

GO ARIEL for b'div competition! try your best okay! (:

VARSHA! Dont be sad, must be a happy person like me, HAHA. I'm donating a lollipop for your very happy box. :D
Dont cry, cos i feel sad too!

What a boring day today, i finished my maths homework. Better than you. Stupid mosquito!eeks. Now i have a mosquito bite.
Bad mosquito.

ICKS. I have 3 mosquito bites. kill the mosquitoes.
use BYGONE
It's back it's back!!!
that stupid mosquito.

IT'S DUMB,
very very dumb.

2008-01-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

oh gosh,

bad bad bad monday blues.
sigh.

JIA YOU b'div for competition!
:D

i'm a super duper hero!
batwoman, wonderwoman, superwoman,
i create the wonders of o level results.
HAHAHA, as if.

2008-01-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

GIRLS POWER!
for o level results.
(:

I am motivated! I shall get very very good for o levels. I will appear on the media, HAHA. or go up on stage to get my beautiful result slip.
YAY for me.

boys are stupid, throw rocks at them!
:D

2008-01-18T17:48:00.000+08:00

JAY CHOU!
YAY.

and i'm off to jay chou's concert in...

1 HOURS TIME!!!

2008-01-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

I dislike you so much, i really do. You don't know how much anger I have for you. It's getting to me big time. My resolution to really do whatever i can this year, to make this a good year. Now it's all destroyed, where has all my confidence gone to. Little things are affecting me so much and everything just has a meaning to me. It's so clear,what you're doing. I hate it. Hide those feelings away, someone can change. Some people may not be what you seem to be, don't be fooled by the appearance.

I wish everything was that simple. I wish i did not know about anything that's going on, I'd rather not know the truth. It's scaring me. I don't want to be influenced, but seems like whatever i just said was true. It's impossible for me to pretend i know nothing. Don't do this to me.

These feelings are not right anymore.
I glance away, because it's just so over powering.

i want to be a super hero.

2008-01-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

I'm going to be very tired tomorrow, again. Now i know that time really passes very quickly. Everyday passes me by ever so fast. I gave up on finding interest every day. My life now is so boring. I have nothing else to do other than do homework. And sometimes wish I had more people to talk to.

Everyone is so scary,
Everyone is so intimidating,
Everyone is so over powering.

i miss you. (:

behind those sweet smiles, hides a masked face.
it's terrifying.

2008-01-10T17:43:00.000+08:00

hello!
now hardly anyone comes on and use the computer. All my teachers are rather okay. I want mrs tan! And i miss mrs LOWEEEE. She's so funny and it's a pity :D. 1 week of school and i have been good! yay yay. I LOVE MYSELF. i made a resolution to grow taller. I grew so much last time, so i shall grow again. Great (:

I'll meet you tonight, on top of the world.

i hate chinese tuition.

2008-01-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

Gosh, the holding site is terrrrrrrrrrrible. It's so messy, messy and messy! The second day of school, i got lost. But it was expected anyway. I knew somehow, I'd get lost.

I'M GOING TO BE GOOD.
:D

2007-12-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

i'll be a goodie goodie.

now it's 1 am.
Soon, it will be time to say goodbye to 2007. I'll miss this special year so much. It's sad how much i did not treasure it. Or realise how special this year is. Now it's gone in a flash. I wish to have a time machine so badly. Imagine it, i'll never ever ever ever ever ever ever be sec 1 again. Or take PSLE again, which i want to do. Or go back to primary 1, when you meet friends in your class. You'll never be able to do those things again, ever. How i wish i could wear Tao Nan's school uniform, go back to school and pretend everything was the same during primary 6. Everyone mugging so hard, and playing every day after the exams. I i didn't realise how good a location Tao Nan was, with the library just opposite the school and parkway just a 2 stops away. How everyone stays around the area and it's so easy to meet up. Now, everything is just so different.
I'll treasure the times i have next year.

I'm all emo and sad again.
please, give me a time machine.

I will study hard next year.
Show everyone what i'm capable of.
I shall work hard,
To make myself proud of my results.

2007-12-24T00:50:00.000+08:00

It's hard to give you
As much support
And caring as I like
When we live so far apart
More than anything
I wish I could there now
To listen if you feel like talking
To go for a walk or a movie
If you feel like doing something
To get your mind off what’s going on
More than anything
I wish I could be there
To give you a big warm hug
Or to help you find things
To lighten your spirit
Maybe even make you laugh
But even though
I can't be with you now
I hope my caring
Can cross the miles
That separates us and fill a special corner
In your heart with peace

2007-12-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

The match was not as bad as i thought, thank goodness. In fact, we had so much fun lol. Ruth is so so generous. It's a great elmo :D.
Christmas season is here, school is starting. But school will have to start someday, so i shall stop thinking about it and enjoy myself for the christmas. Meanwhile, look forward to Chinese New Year. (:

you and your stupid attitude. get out of here. stop throwing your temper around.
Shut your ass up.

what a FREAK.

2007-12-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is d-day.
doom day.

friendly against nyjc?
that is so so soooo wrong!
i am a goner.
that's for sure.

sigh.
i'm so afraid.

Blogskins are so difficult to find. OOOh, i got my swimming costume. It rocks so so much (: dajie i bet you're jealoousss!haha. I got my haircut, yayy. I bought things today, although i already bought so many stuffs from hongkong.uhoh. ):

DEAD MEAT.
);

2007-12-17T23:08:00.001+08:00

sure it's hot in here.

2007-12-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

HONG

KONG

ROCKS!
totally.

yikes.
those useless discussions which only brings about a fight.

that's just how much a miss you.
lala.

2007-12-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it i can't believe it
i still can't believe it.

my homework is n o t completed. yet.
but i'm still going for holiday.
I will finish homework when i come back.
I promiseeee (:

I spent 2 days trying to find my homework which turned out unsuccessful. Holidays are going to be over.

GREAT! (:

i dont like sunglasses.
they give me a headache.
Oversized sunglasses are nice.
sunglasses make the sky turn green

:D

2007-12-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

Deborah is going for holiday )):

Hmm, what to say? Holiday's are sooooo gonna be over. How fast. ):
Dont want a new year to start.
Why can't time just come to a standstill ):

so many sad smileys.

): ): ): ): ): ):
): ): ): ): ): ): ):

oh yes.
I bought a short fromm guess!
yay.
and that's something to smile about.

oh gosh, i didn't know that there is so much homework.
........... -__-

2007-11-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away

It's just too hard.

2007-11-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

It's so hot! Luckily, the air-conditioner is switched on. I know, Global Warming, but the temperature is at 25 degrees like the television says. So good right? (:
That stupid photo album virus keeps bugging me! So many people on msn keep trying to send me the virus. That includes you, Julene!! You've been trying to send me that thing for ages. So irritating! ): I know i cancelled on Assisi tomorrow. I'm so sorry! Yeah, i cancelled on deborah too. But maybe i'll try to go earlier for a while or something. After all she'll be going on holiday soon, to clean Beijing! (: I'm trying to find time to meet her if not we we wont see each other for a long time.

I can't believe this year is ending. It's so damn sad! I really don't want sec 1 to be over. 'Cos it was a super fun year. I don't want any sec 1s next year! Being sec 1 is like so so so so fun. I'll be so jealous. Classrooms change! OKAY, certain classrooms. certain. this is private, heheheh (: Sec 2 sec 2 sec 2. How depressing. Sec 2 is depressing, depressing sec 2. Sounds bad. Why do i keep harping on the fact that sec 2 sucks! AAAAAAiyah, the point is, I WANT TO REMAIN IN SEC 1! Impossible. But nothing is impossible. What the heck, i just said remaining in sec 1 is impossible.

Whatever singyi WHATEVER.
oh man! I'm haywire today.
excuse me.

Hey i want to go fishing too!

2007-11-18T19:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

if only i were excited.

2007-11-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

Haha hello everyone. BIG BIG thanks to those who wished me happy birthday (: that was great. Well, this year's birthday wasn't really special. Oh well, i dont really bother, cos it's just a birthday. But i just love the my friends out there (: Julene and Candia are nice nice people. They came to my house to celebrate my birthday! Gosh, they really rock. Although the evilevil Julene pushed me into the pool, i still think that she and candia rocks! the one i wanted wasnt there, the other wasnt special, although i still love you guys.

Kangning! I'm so glad i met you ((:
Thanks for your present, cos i love love love it!

Candia i love your stitch, because it's just the cutest.

Julene, thanks for your card.
And your i-love-you set!!.

To everyone else,
thanks for your wishes!!
:D
:D
:D
:D

2007-11-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

I just sunk deeper into my depression mood okay. Abigail has gone to thailand! HOW? Abi!, what about training on friday. You cannot leave me alone ): i have no idea when she's coming back and she didnt reply my message. So blah. Booooos, i dont want abigail to be gone from training on friday!!!! Someone fly to thailand and bring abigail back back backkkk. Ariel wont be back too. ))):

Deborah is currently in the hospital with her brother. She's playing her dearest psp instead of going home to entertain me! Evil huh. She is a big weirdo cos she doesnt get well. Which means it's harder to get her to go out. I surrender okay. DEBORAH!!! GET WELL FASTER!!! I mean, FASTEST. You better okay!

boohoo.

2007-11-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

I suddenly fell in love with the song hero heroine (: There was this night when i was desperate to listen to the song and somehow someone managed to sense it and requested for it. haha. No vernon last night on muttons! how sad. My sister was complaining about button or whatever his name is lah.

I just got into my depression mood. Just because ariel isn't going for training on monday. AGAIN. AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!! dang, im so sad now. Tessa is still wont be back for training on monday. Which leaves 4 of us- Abigail, Ruth, Me and Ayushi. Ariel Ariel Ariel!!!!!!! I'm gonna kill you very very very soon. If not for deborah, i wouldn't even know she was going to China tomorrow. ):

I'm trying to follow candia and put my first alphabet as capital letter so this will look more professional. :D

wait, im not in the mood to smile.

now i'm running and screaming.

2007-11-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

happy deepavali! (:

it's been so boring nowadays.
im supposed to be out.
but for some reason im not.
forget it.

2007-10-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

why must everything come to a misunderstanding? this sucks so much. i didnt mean it that way and im not talking about you. serious. some people may think i'm just some bitchy trying to act-know-it all person. maybe some they just dont understand or something. i really am not unreasonable or something. i guess i was just trying to help, but maybe some people just got it in a wrong way. im definitely feeling very down now.
this is probably the first time,

i really dont want to be in 1A.
ever.

im afraid.

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

2007-10-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

the click 5's showcase at m.o.s was awesome!!!
yay. the drummer so hot.
(:

let's hope they come back okay!!
wheee.
tessy seahorse was there.
:D

2007-10-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

stop acting like you're the queen or something. we have our rights. and it was a fact that i was stating. let's just see what happens. stupid.

apparently you think only you can make the decision.

2007-10-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha, yay.
pictures (:
this shall keep my blog alive from wednesday to friday. hopefully.
THURSDAY THURSDAY! click 5 performing at MOS.
whooo.

BIG boonhui

2007-10-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

it's raining so heavily now.
))):
so scary. i am scared.

2007-10-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

HAH. i cant believe i actually believed you. how gullible. and dumb. you dont have to fake me you know? heck okay. i dont care. i shall just PRETEND that nothing ever ever happened.

(:

2007-10-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

i went to orchard with candia today! it was so so fun, :D we went shopping for some things and CANDIA! dont copy my shop. dont take my jajaboo away. we took this huge balloon and a smaller one. haha. the casher at takashimaya is so irritating. we asked the first cashier for a big plastic bag to put the 2 things then they said only you have to buy something then they will give. we went to another cashier and she just gave it to us la. so irritating.

candia is so dumb

(:

2007-10-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

lalala.
yesterday is CCA best practice day! we were all stealing balloons from guzheng. heee. i think boonhui was being BAD! so many people stayed in the hall cos there was aircon (: i think i tried euphonium. and i managed to play! i shall learn from yushu and play better than her! hhehehee. and she forced me to eat potato wedges even though i didnt want to. so we had this cyber wellness talk and we had to determine which website was real and which was fake. hahaha, it was actually quite interesting. :D i love love love training still! yay. at least i didnt play like crap yesterday. but i didnt manage to play with abigail. that is sad because she's usually my partner! boooo. we had a meeting after training. i voluntered to be at the tennis booth during open house. i want the same time slot as ariel! considering on the fact she talks alot. :D

i want school now! haha quite surprising. but i realised that actually school is very very nice and we must enjoy the old school because it's gonna get torn down ): and we'll be sec 4 when we return to the new one! oh gosh. crap, o lovels. i'd rather be there when im sec 3.

cedar is love.
and tennis team is love too.

i miss everyone.

2007-10-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.
I can no longer pretend,
But that's only what i can do.

im not emo-ing!

'#[u]CAN[/u]DIA says:
you are the music in me, singyi

WHEE.

2007-10-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

i will not get to use the computer after tomorrow until friday night. so i shall try and post longer okay. school today was boring. but actually going to the hall is not a bad idea cos you get to dont listen. in the classroom, you're like stuck with card games only. i shall find board games in my house and pretend that we are in settlers because me and julene want to go settlers during school tomorrow but there's NO chance of doing so. ): we shall bring barbie dolls.

today we had presentation on and on about immersion trips. urgh, everyone in the hall was like so restless. and it was all about trying not to be bored and escaping to the toilet or anywhere else just out of the hall. there's another talk going on tomorrow. like, er.... blah. tell me, what's something small and fun that it can entertain me? i need it to occupy myself. candia was being evil by reading her boring book. which makes things even more boring.

i deleted the disable right click thing. it's sooo irritating.

okay i shall go watch tv and help me sister bake.
goodbye.

SHOPPING TOMORROW!! :D

2007-10-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

i am so sad that im gonna cry. my phone just went for repair and they said the things inside the memory card will all be deleted. i am very sad right now. those stuffs held precious memories. and now they are gone. this isnt the first time. i hate nokia. i want to smash the phone i have now. i hate you nokia.
stop me from crying.

i want YOU here.

.....):

2007-10-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

whoo.
i went shopping with kimberly and deborah at orchard and bugis today! was so fun! heee. but but, i only bought like 1 shirt. >:( i shall buy MORE. not enough okay. and we are hunting for shorts now well, i am not kimberly. she's looking for strappy shorts. super weird. short shorts! i need more ): shirts too okay. I MISS MY SAY CHEESE SHIRT! bshhnNAdvkdvndkdsvsam ): we are going for more shopping on wednesday. YAY :D

we love shopping!

2007-10-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW (:

you can wait. but i dont really care about the matter anymore you know? i already said nevermind, so i dont know why you still care about it so much. i said certain things cant be changed back to normal so easily and it takes time. yah, i already forgot about the incident already but it just takes time to talk nornally again. yep, that's all.

2007-10-13T15:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO ! (:
my results are all back.
and they are just ...average.
is it even average? urgh.
there's like so many B3. ):
history sucks la.
i memorised like crap and i only got 27/40.
whywhywhy?
so bad okay.

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you are the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abondoned house

and i mean what i say.

2007-10-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

it's getting so obvious now..
not a simple reply or anything.
nothing at all.
what's going on.
i miss you.

2007-10-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

yay i went to sentosa today! :D
im very tired now.
and i am having sunburns :(
it's like im giving off heat.
and being red.
now it hurrts
)))))):

cake-baking tomorrow!
hahaha

2007-10-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

it's all coming back these few days.
stop it.

I climb the walls, yea
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility oh

stop imagining and
get real.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

i'll be here.

2007-10-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

we.

are.

going.

to.

celebrate.

halloween!

isnt it FUN?
you know i've always wanted to celebrate halloween? but i dont know why singapore is just so not fun and dont celebrate halloween! i want to go overseas and experience the halloween festive mood okay! i dont understand! halloween is so fun. dressing up, going trick-or-treating. isnt dressing up fun? and lighting up pumpkins with faces on them. isnt it just so...GREAT? so why dont we celebrate halloweeeeeen. ): so saddening.

my friends. like candia and julene. are going candia's house for a sleepover. we are going trick or treating. and and and...BUY COSTUMES! although making one is fun. it's hard! (:

DRESS UP DRESS UP.
wheeeee.
we should really celebrate halloween.

2007-10-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

VIVO IS FUN! :D

2007-10-05T19:59:00.001+08:00

i dont get it.
im not the person you think i am.
im NOT.

2007-10-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
SO HIGH NOW.
(: (: (:

okay i shall post the pics at vivo later!
when i get my hands on the cable

2007-10-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

maths paper tomorrow.
what to do?
fail.
NO WAIT.
i cant fail.
i shall get full marks like julene.
(: (:

2007-10-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

everyone doesnt seem to be blogging much.
but im like blogging alot.
maybe because when i use the com for a while,
i get on blogger and just blog and go off.

yah okay so.
literature was okay.
no comments.

FRIDAY'S COMING REAL SOON.
yay.

but right now,
i gotta go revise my science file.
what else can i do?

2007-09-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

i cannot help but say fuck okay.
fuck fuck fuck.
i am very very very pissed right now.
my bloody phone is freaking screwed up.
it has ten thousnds of problem.
THE WORST THING IS,
all i the damn music files are gone.
SCREW NOKIA.

-the battery has spoiled
-the memory card has some problem.
( memory card not formated; what the hell. what crap )
-it takes a damn long time to start up the phone
plus all the other stuffs.
and the phone is damn lag.

i always thought nokia was good.
like wth?
motorola is crap (my sister's phone),
now it seems nokia has some problem too.
DAMN NOKIA.
SCREWED UP.

2007-09-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

i am so tired.
it's amazing how i managed to stay awake in tuition.
there's literature exam tomorrow.
am i dead or what?

i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i ams sick of stufying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying i am sick of studying. but the problem is,
i still have to.

2007-09-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

YAY.
now my blogskin is so nice (:
you know i love colourful things,
so this just rocks!
BLAHHHS.
BAMMMM. WHEEE!
im so happy.

but wait....
im supposed to be studying now.
):

BYEBYE.

2007-09-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

It feels so different being here,
I was so used to be next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

school's just depressing these few days.
i dont know why i just feel like that.
i feel like leaving.
but i know i'll never be able to do that.

why does it keep raining?
the sky's super dark now.
i really wish exams were over.
urgh.
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.

stop throwing a bitch fit and get a life.

2007-09-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

chinese exam today was okay.
except for the i-knew-i'll-screw-up compo.
well, i did lah. blahhh.
went to PLmacs with julene and varshaa (:
yes and i ate my mcflurry!
~~why isnt it you anymore?~~

julene bought water babies for her sister.
at popular. and she owes me $2.80!
HAHA.
the carebear book was so cute
the sounds were pretty weird.
I WANT THAT SAD BOOK!
it's so sweet. :D
it's about someone being sad and how you can deal with it.
it's for children, but who cares.
something like, if you're sad you might want a hug from someone special.
and more more more.
im gonna get that.
maybe there are other emotions too!
varsha found it (:

THANKS BOONHUI.
you're really a very nice person.
i didnt see the cheer up post on your blog,
until just now :D
you rock okay!
I LOVE BOONHUI.
and thank you to those standing by me.
and those who are always there.

2007-09-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

CHINESE EXAM TOMORROW ):
zuowen is so crappy.
nevermind, let's get it over and done with.

julene is some desperate sicko bian tai.

2007-09-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

i just hate those feeling when you're all alone.
everyone else are in groups chatting away.
crying on the inside, afraid to show it.
holding back tears aint every nice.
couldnt stand it much longer,
lucky my friends were there for me.
but it couldnt help much,
for the fact that everything was ruined.
i hate that letter.

SINGYI!
please dont get emo
):

2007-09-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

you know i dont wanna give up.
but you're just making me do so.
now i dont know what to do.

2007-09-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

chinese exam!
AHHHHH.
how?
i hate zuowen.
):

2007-09-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

hi.

for a moment it was here.
and now,
it's gone.
i dont want this game of hide-and-seek.

history is repeating itself.
again.

2007-09-23T14:31:00.000+08:00

HI DEBORAH.
are you happy? this post is dedicated to you
LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING.
i may have changed.
but do you even know who am i talking about?
if you dont. how'd you know i changed more than them?
you said i shouldnt anyhow talk about people changing.
who are you to decide what i talk about?
and you think i've changed, like whatever?
you asked me have i ever wondered i changed ALOT MORE than people?
well, have you wondered if you changed too?
you stop coming to find fault with me just because you think i've changed.
how ridiculous.
ever since the fight, you always say i CHANGED.
im here to tell you,
WHATEVER OKAY?
i may have changed, yah.
but you dont need to think that it's always my fault.

if you think i've changed because YOU THINK im trying to bring up every small thing. well, you are wrong. i told you i wasnt right? apparently you still dont think so and you still think im petty and bringing up everything small little thing.

so you dont come and tell me that i changed alot more than other people because you dont even know who they are. and im not having moodswings now. in fact, i am happy. i just think you shouldnt comment anyhow and that you should change your thinking of me always trying to blow up everything.

THANK YOU.
im not trying to bring up a fight.

2007-09-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

why am i feeling so jealous.
why do i feel different things when im around her.
why do i feel that way at times.
she's nice to be with.
but it's just so weird.
i'll try and keep my distance.

-----------------------------
i want to see through people.
and wonder what they're thinking.
sometimes, you're just so acting so differently.
i want to know how you really feel.
has quarelling ended?
is it still in your mind?

-----------------------------------
why is it that you're acting so weirdly now?
i think you really changed your opinion of me.
you still treat her the same, but not to me anymore.
whenever she asked me to look for you,
i'll be, " er, okay...."
we dont have fun as much anymore.

btw, they are all different people.
but why, why do people change so much?

2007-09-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

just to tell everyone.
the previous post of julene was just for revenge.
we had a fair competition.
dont tell me she'll get into trouble or whatever.
cos she knew what i was doing.
so dont ramble on anyhow.
dont tag me as though im in the wrong.
and for goodness sake,
im not sinyi.

2007-09-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

yes!
english exam has passed.
whoot!
went with boonhui and deborah to payar lebar.
we had a pretty nice conversation.
(:

stories are lingering everywhere.
heard so many versions.
and some people just dont seem like what they are anymore
it's like never ending.

2007-09-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

i'm going crazy.
i just finished my science worksheets.
im here blogging! i need a break.
i shall get back very soon.

exams are 2 days away.
it's very dreadful.
i dont want to remember,
but i CANT CANT CANT
that sucks.

okkay, my dad just told me to do my work.
I JUST DID. urgggggggggggghhhh.
i'm getting mad mad mad and MADDER.
relax relax, i cannot get angry.
okay fine.

i need things to cheer me up.
so i can study better.
im gonna print rainbows.
and all happy things.

i love cedar because it has the mugging spirit in the air.
it makes me wanna do well and study like crap.
but i hate cedar because there's so much competition.
everyone's studying so hard, having so much brains.
well, it just make me feel im not studying enough.
and everyone's much better.
i must put in more effort.
but the better ones are putting in so much effort,
that it's so difficult to be on pile with them.
yes, work harder.
at this rate, im gonna die

BYEBYE.
i need to study, right?
tell me about it.

2007-09-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER.
i told you already.
you know i did.
i dont care.

HELLO EVERYONE [:
i cant believe EOYs are in 2 days time.